Messenger RNA

everyone asks me
 why i am not married
why do you have no children?
I have explored this in depth
to realize I have tried some wonderful men on for size,
but no matter how cute they appear on the outside
I have to know their thoughts and workings
on the inside.

as we encounter trouble, which happens everyday ~
how do they handle the situation
how do they handle me?
Can they communicate on the level?

This i now know to be true
to sustain a relationship forever
and have children with someone
means to me that certain skills and awareness need to be in place
or at least moving in that general direction.

and since i have floated through relationships that
leave me with new ideas and new perspectives revealed to me by some amazing men
I must float on in the face of opposing forces
and continue to gather and to teach
just like messenger RNA

I must take the leap into the unknown and float along until i am taken in by a new nucleus
who learns from me and then sends me on my way back into the plasmatic space ~
sailing on the strings of the theory
humming from one frequency to another ~
I am a messanger RNA